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There is something mentally unstable about me

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I CANNOT








STAY THE FUCK AWAY





FROM THIS GOD FORBIDDEN WEBSITE







Okay so I can't handle it life is boring without devinatart and tumblr and youtube and people that I can type to without being awkward wow

So I'm coming back to deviantart

not this account, my other.  Hopefully staying and not being a dramatic hoe bag and leaving every year.
YES I HAVE BEEN ON THIS WEBSITE FOR 3 YEARS AND EVERY YEAR I LEAVE THEN COME BACK

da fuck caressa

da fuck be wrong with you




Um so anyone who wants to see my arts or whatever can note me or find me.  I might not reply to notes haunhaunhaun

Oh and in a few weeks I'm deactivating this account
starting fresh on my new one
and hopefully NEVER LEAVING DRAMATICALLY THEN START A WAVE OF PEOPLE LEAVING

IM SORRY OTHER PEOLP

peace
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What a short hiatus

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I'm pretty much never on the internet anymore yupyupyupyup
Anyways I'm moving accounds
Don't worry about not finding me though because I never get on anyways, you can still talk to me on skype or whatever
I know at this point no one really cares.
Bye dA!!
(:

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Hiatus from this accound

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I'll be going on a hiatus.  I don't know how long, it could be really short, or really long.  I'm not sure.
I've become depressed over time, and the depressed people I watch just make it worse.  I love you guys so much, really I do but I feel some people are making it worse.
I was doing school work and had a adding and subtracting sheet to do, basics which a high schooler should know.  But, I got half of the answers wrong and had to redo them over three times to get them right.  This isn't right, I feel deviantART is distracting me.  I always have the overwhelming urge to log on and chat with my friends.  I wouldn't be has serious about this if it was something I didn't need in life, but I have to know math, otherwise I'll live with my mom all my life.  I want to be successful in life, and I don't think going online and " loling " back and forth with my friends, looking at art and commenting on how rad it is, is really going to help me succeed in the world.  
The problem is I've tried to hiatus from the internet completely, and just deviantART before but I always come crawling back.
The internet pretty much destroyed my life, I dropped out of school because it would distract me and all the work gave me headaches, and we didn't school for the first year I left.  This caused major problems, I no longer have any motivation to learn vital things I will need in life, all of my friends stopped contacting me after I dropped out, and my social skills turned into anxiety, I now only have one friend, and since her trip to Florida she has started spending less and less time with me, and I'm scared I may lose her too.  I would go back to school, but it would be awful and ruin my self esteem if I was pulled back   fourth, or maybe even third grade because I failed the test to get into high school.
Also everyday on the internet, I hear people with low self esteem complain about how they're art sucks, they're so depressed and that they're ugly.  This contributed to the depression, not to mention lowered my own self esteem, to see people so much better at art then I, say they're art sucks ?  Well, then my art must be dreadful.

Although of course I am never going to stop with art, because it is what I want to do in life.  When I first discovered deviantART, I thought it would be an amazing way for me to improve in art, but instead of finding improvement through crituqes, I found drama, and after a few years of deviantART. . . .  My persona completely changed.  I am nothing like I use to be.  I use to be so sweet, I never said " fuck ", never even thought about sex, and deviantART just destroyed it.
I'm now a sadistic, selfish slut with no book smarts what so ever.
I'll still be on skype every now and again when I have to wright a report of my homeschooling or look up the meaning of something on google or whatever

It is party.cannon
Don't expect me to be on much though.




Goodbye everyone, hopefully I can return soon.  If not, I'll miss you.
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Devious Journal Entry

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it's pretty postive we're getting a birddd !
I really wanted a toucan but they're super expensive and a lot of maintinence
I also want an umbrella cockatoo but my moms a massage therapist and they get louddddd
nOW we're looking at breeding pairs and thinking about adopting one so my mom can breed birds like the old days


Does anyone know any bird that would make friendly and lovable pets ??  I prefer big or medium sized birds cause you can't really handle smaller ones
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Commissions

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Paypal is preferred because I need to pay my mom back ( she's paying for my ticket for the waterpark on sat. day, and she payed for my membership )
But points can be acceptable if you really want to commission but don't have cash.  ( highly doubt you want to commission me this bad )

very bad pricing I am so sorry otl




Icons
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50¢  4 static  icon

1$   4  animated icon

1.50  4  animated connected icons /  1$  4 static connecting   //you don't have to pay 4 extra characters unless it's more than two//





Sketches
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50¢   4  un-colored sketch

1$   4  colored sketch




Flat Colored
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1$   4  no bg

2$   4  w/bg




Full
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3$   4  w/ bg  //shading is also included 4 free//



Designs
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1$   4  simple design
2$   4  complex design



Reference Sheets
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3$   4  simple reference  //one main drawing, simple info added//
4$   4  complex reference  //front and back, anthro, feral and more info added//



Pixel
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2$   4  non-animated
5$   4  animated




All characters added are +1$  each !  {  Please note this does not count if stated other characters are free ! }
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Examples of art☆


:thumb318688834:   That's totally uncool ,, by notched   wilton reff by notched






PLEASE COMMENT WITH QUESTIONS, AND NOTE ME TO ORDER THE COMMISSION !

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